Hopper503 About

I'm a recently widowed 40 year old just trying to make new friends and find his way in life. I'm attracted to other masculine guys who can carry an adult conversation. I have a great sense of humor and enjoy laughing with friends. I'm a bit sarcastic, and since my partner died, I'm very lonely. I'm looking to meet one guy who shares some common interests. I'm open to another ltr someday. I was with my partner half of my entire life. That's a very long time. I'm not looking to compare him to any new potential love interest but his presence will always be a part of my life so whoever I end up with, if I end up with, is going to have to understand this. I have 3 dogs. One recently passed away. This has been the worst year of my life and I'm just looking to change my future. Many people tell me I need to move on and just fuck around. These people don't know me and I find that offensive. Everyone grieves on their own timeline and no one elses. My partner would want the best for me. He wouldn't want me to be lonely all the time and I know he would want me to try to make new friends and meet people. That said I'm not a fan of being strong armed into anything. Pushy guys are not sexy and I sure as hell don't want to meet them. Thanks for reading. Hit me up if you like what you see so far.