Avy - so you wished me happy birthday two years in a row - I guess I should be grateful for that, huh? Instead I'm sad that you haven't resurfaced for the celebration this year. But I'm still - yep I'm still - holding you in light, thinking of you, praying for you, wanting AND needing you - every single day I breathe. I love you buddy. Always. Hope you read all these amazing messages to you someday and soon. xxoo Jeffrey

its never too late for good music, Phil...

Happy Independence day
4th, of July, 5th of July, and beyond
AL on kev's page

Avy - it's the 4th of July, and yeah I'm thinking again about you - and fireworks we once enjoyed 2gether. I miss you so. xo J

'tis nor 'twas no mirage, sir geoff

'tis nor 'twas no fantasy

we wrote, we felt, we telepathied

i have it on the best authority

(aj on kev's page)

Avy

Here I go again...another visit...another hello...and I don't even know if you've seen the millions of other messages I've left.

I'm beginning to feel all of this was some mirage, some unbelievable fantasy that my head created. But I know in my heart it wasn't. I know you're out there somewhere, living your life, dealing with what you must.

All I can ever do is remind you I'm still incredibly, hugely fond of you...that I may be a few thousand miles away...yet I feel distance doesn't change matters of the heart.

I still get a boner - I still get a "heart"-on - and I still - and will always - love you buddy.

xxoo Jeffrey

Hi Avy (wherever you may be?),

Miss seeing your beautiful smiling face here.

We are all missing you something awfull....

Please come back someday ....

Take care and Please Be well !
, Bob

I am feeling so fucking horny and playful tonite...I wish you were here to help. I know you'd enjoy it. xxoo j

Te amo, Avy...how I miss you so... xo J

if you ever come back, Avy, I found a new epicurial delight to share

AL, using kevin's page tonight (God bless and keep you, where ever you are)

This is upsetting........but there is hope life is being better for you ! D xoxo